Friday, December 12, 2008

Through those dusty clouds


oh goody goody gumdrops.........Morrison? ah come on, anyone could do better coming up with a clever internet identity that would grab my attention and actually hold it.....

lets explore a couple of things----his comment said 'is anyone still reading this?'

well, um, i am still reading it. and afterall, that is what it is intended for.

next-------why, if it bothers you so much what i do and do not write about, or that you are not entertained by it, why do YOU read it? and more so, why are you compelled to comment?

im just completely and totally amused by it, to tell you the truth. i get a good laugh each and every time i see a new comment from someone i dont know........so rock out, morrison! loves it!!


meanwhile, its super cold here, but not snowing yet......and im super ok with that, i hate snow, as i have written about before....though part of me would like to just get it over with so that come summer its not still on the ground, know what i mean?

i am still looking for a real job....its not easy at all, and i feel a bit defeated, as rob would say, due to the fact that i know i am talented and marketable yet i have been asking questions like 'red or green sauce?' as of late...its not easy to take orders from a 20year old tweeker who has no concept of what a career is, she works a job...and thats fine, for HER. not so much for me....rob reminds me often that my pride gets in the way, and he's totally right...it does, but fuck man, yours would too...the other day a couple came in and i waited on them and introduced myself and they KNEW who i was, and so began the diatribe on why im not being heard in their offices anymore.......then, they tipped me 2 bucks. ha! little ray wouldve said something like 'aint life grand' to a situation like this, because he understood and practiced the art of gratitude and knew things happen for a reason....i know i know, hippie fucking bullshit, but when youre in the weeds, its a helpful mantra that can/has/will keep one going...anyway its better than rocking the whole 'god doesnt give us anything we cant handle' angle........cause, well, im still not there, but i do have faith that i will be alright, mostly because for the first time in my life, i have a true support system in rob AND because im always ok, im a fucking fighter, dude.......ha

joy world entertainment company at flag brew tonight........dude, morrison, you should come check it out, yo......



Watching people roll by
Wonder where they're going
Hey, what's your job?
What're you knowing?


Driving to the grocery store
Pull my money out
Passing by the liquor store
Throw my money down


Ain't life grand
Ain't life grand


My wife's got the blues
Now I've got them
Gonna bring her a kiss
Make those blues run


Ain't life grand
Ain't life grand


The sun came out the other day
Through those dusty clouds
And in my mind I was a child
And it felt good!


Ain't life grand
Ain't life grand
Ain't life grand
Ain't life grand