There will never be another one like you

the latest email from rays ma....dylan is rays son, he's six.


I swear, for the last month every time I turn on the radio the doors are playing - constantly. I'm sure he is sending a message that he is OK -
perfect - I just wish I could see him in the paradise where he is.
Yesterday Dylan said "If we google -what does heaven look like? - what
do think it would show" Everyone wonders and noone can know. What
is your address? I'll send the letter. Gotta go, Shawn

what do i do with this information? how do i comfort her when im a wreck myself? how do i express my condolences to a woman who has lost her son without telling her how bad im hurting as well? cant figure out the words, i just cant.

i want to be over this, im trying i will promise you that...but just when it starts to hurt a little less, i remember what i felt like the day i forgot the sound of todds voice.....it was horrible. because he was gone from my memories...i dont want that to happen with ray. did i already say how i called and called his phone right after he died just to hear his voicemail? and then one night, it was just gone.....that one hurt. i can still feel him near me, i still find little things of his all over my house....but at some point, they are just going to be things.....not HIS things....rambling, i know

there will never be, another one like you
There will never be, another one who can
Do the things you do, oh
Will you give another chance? , will you try, little try?
Please stop and you remember,We were together, anyway,
all right
And if you have a certain evenin, you could lend to me
Id give it all right back to you, a how it has to be with you
I know your moves and your mindAnd your mind
Will you stop and think and wonder?
Just what youll see
Out on the train yard
Nursin penitentiary
Its gone, I cry out long
Go head, brother
Did you stop it to consider? , how it will feel
Cold, grinded grizzly bear jaws, hot on your heels
Do you often stop and whisper?
Its saturdays shore
The whole worlds a savior
Who could ever, ever, everEver, ever, ever, ask for more?
Do you remember? Will you stop? , will you stop?
the pain
And there will never be
Another one like you
There will never beAnother one who can
Do the things you do, oh
Will you give another chance? Will you try, little try?
Please stop and you remember
We were together, anyway, all right
How you must of think and wondered
How I must feel
Out on the meadows
While you run the field
Im alone for you
And I cry
The sweat, look at it, optical promise
Heh, heh, heh, youll be dead and in hell
Before Im born, sure thing
Brides maid, the only solution
Isnt it amazing?